I turn 20 soon and I'm having such mixed feelings about it all @__@ most of the time I think "YES I AM FULLY READY TO TURN 20, I'M ALMOST AT THE END OF MY UNIVERSITY DEGREE AND I'M ABOUT TO MOVE INTO MY FIRST HOUSE THAT ISN'T MY PARENTS', BRING IT ON," and then other times I find myself sitting in a giant panda suit snorting at derpy video game reviews, trying to figure out ways to inject rainbows into anything baked, dressing up as video game characters and wondering which action figure I want to buy next.
It's at that moment that I realise that no matter how old my birth certificate says, I'm always going to be 12 years old in the head.
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